Decided it was time for my home ward to know what was going on with me. I guess if it’s all over Facebook, then they should know too! I didn’t feel strong enough to go to church this morning…. but John said many prayers and thoughts were coming my way! I have felt the love from all places these lasts few days! Still not sure what to do. Thought I was…. then I read a blog about someone who went through my type of cancer and treatment. It was the comments that scared me! I hate this unsure feeling of what to do!