Big decision day. Knew it was coming….. Spent a lot of time thinking about things and talking with my husband. Had an amazing energy healing session. Can’t even describe how it felt. I feel great. Made me think I really could do this holistically! However, after a chat with my naturopath and my situation, I felt more at ease with accepting that perhaps I needed to do chemo…. even though I don’t want to. No one does! So there you have it. I start treatments in the morning.